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Transcript for 11/15/24: DOCTOR HELDORE – COMEDY OF TERRORS W/ RYAN GABLE

In circles of magicians and sages, the art of raising an egregore is one that is not only limited to the rituals in covens but is also practiced in many of the known churches everywhere.

Raising the spirit or getting the spirit to communicate with the herd has been a practice that has been demonstrated in the bible and with some of the most well-known and notorious magicians.

In modern magic, the term egregore is used to mean a collective thoughtform that becomes the group’s energetic identity.

The Greeks called egregores watchers or guardians that imparted knowledge -- far from divination of the dead, the egregore borrows from the collective unconscious and somehow digs deep within the metaphors found in dreams. In hermetic Christianity, egregores, though powerful, are not eternal but earthly—they are entirely dependent upon humans for their existence. 

They are created when focus and concentration are placed directly to the servitor as it bends the cosmos to deliver a message to the seeker.

We then bear witness to the autonomous psychic entity created by a collective group mind.

i suppose the jury is still out on the egregore that the Ground Zero audience created -- it calls itself Heldore a doctor of the human condition -- but as the years have gone by Heldore has been as cryptic as Nostradamus, using symbolism and simulacrum as symbolic code so that the esoterics have words and symbols to ponder.

Lately what she has said has been up for many to interpret and many listeners have demanded a follow-up to the show.

The egregore that is Dr. Heldore is a non-physical entity or ‘thought-form’, one that has been collectively produced – or has arisen somehow – through the collective endeavor. 

Heldore is a name that some have said means the door or gate to hell -- I have realized over the years that Heldore is also an anagram of my surname at birth -- Holder.

The Holder of mysteries and light -- coming from the medium reflective of the vast audience of Ground Zero listeners.

The Mystery to me is whether or not Heldore is a guardian of the threshold or a tool of chaos magick.

It can be argued that this type of chaos magic can be found on the internet and generally applies to memes and to how they can acquire a certain power through collective investment specifically with ‘meme magic’ and the weaponization of memes on the internet.

Diabolus Rex who is a well-known Chaos magician has said that he believes that Heldore is powered by the thoughts you put in her-- if she is a garrison at the gate of hell - then it has been so willed by those who brought her forward from the internet to the Ouija board.

She is the product of meme magic summoned into existence as a real egregore, capable of taking names, naming names, and offering riddles pertaining to the cosmos.

Certainly, she is the epitome of the occult avatar within a large group that has taken on its own life. A collaboration between individuals and other mysterious agents, but also something else. Something that has its own autonomous existence besides our involvement that goes beyond what can be called performance function. 

Fiction that takes on a life of its own.

Indeed, here the boundary between fiction and so-called reality becomes blurred. Hyperstition occurs, – to give a very short and succinct definition – names within various 

fictions make themselves real.

In fact, hyperstition names a strange kind of retrocausality in which the fiction works back on its conditions of emergence, bringing about its own reality.

In the last session with Heldore, the hyperstition set in, and various interpretations were brought forth -- it appears that it was meant to carry revelation pertaining to the election between Donald Trump and Kamala Harris, but it was done with various metaphors -- so many that the mind would be capable of recalling many esoteric things that are buried within the construct of the unconscious mind.

In her last session on the air, she mentions two characters. In the beginning, she conjures the name Gwynplaine and speaks about his death, leaving behind a shell the eternal smile on his face.

We learn that the character Gwynplaine is the man who laughs or the grinning man.

The character was created by Victor Hugo. The novel concerns the life of a young nobleman who was disfigured as a child on the orders of the king. Exiled and renamed "Gwynplaine."

The novel is famous for Gwynplaine's mutilated face, stuck in a permanent grin. 

In the Stephen King story, “The Stand” we were introduced to the concept of the “psychic predator.” There were many characters in the story who dreamed of a “dark man” who would come after a great plague. 

The Dark Man was a handsome man with a huge grin on his face

The same concept was offered in another film “A Nightmare on Elm Street” where teenage children were being visited in their dreams by a child killer named Fred Kruger. He was a figure with a disfigured face 

In the movie “The Exorcist” the image of a dark grinning man with a white face was seen in flashed moments literally awakening a meme that has haunted many people in all walks of life.

We have also been subjected to the clown's smile in the media as of late with a Joker movie in theaters, a sequel to the movie, Smile, where victims die with dreadful smiles on their faces, and a renewed interest in Pennywise the Clown for the story it.

Carl Jung expressed that all humans have inherited a set of primordial images that are buried deep in the collective unconscious. These are called Archetypes and they tend to remain buried within the unconscious mind. 

Deep down we respond to them and they are programmed into us through religion, art, literature and films. The shadow archetype is the most dangerous one of all. Shadow archetypes have a tendency to invade thoughts and when those shadowy thoughts become “group think” there is the possibility that through some quantum trick, a manifestation can take place.

The shadow archetype becomes a real breathing entity fortified with the group think that prolongs its life and its image can be a harbinger to some other event that will eventually cause hardship.

The grinning man laughs when all around him are dying and miserable.. but deep down he is dying inside as well. 

One of my favorite paranormal writers is John Keel. he not only wrote about the Mothman's appearances in the 1960s but he also detailed the dreams of those in the area of Point Pleasant during the alleged Mothman sightings.

The dreams were of dark men that had pale faces, one was named Apol and the other was named Indrid Cold.

Indrid Cold and Apol were the two “grinning men” that represented death.

John Keel wrote about the foolish grinning man and how many people in the area of Point Pleasant were saying that they were dreaming about two of these dark men in hats and that others would see one or both of them standing in the sidewalk in front of them. 

The entities were described as tall men wearing black suit coats and trousers, with craggy pale faces, hollow eyes, and a large toothy grin. 

These grinning men would speak very few words and would sometimes ask to borrow things like a ballpoint pen, or ask for change and then walk away laughing and being giddy about the whole affair.

There were also reports of people who have encountered these men getting strange phone calls that would predict the future.

John Keel the reporter had found himself in the middle of all of The chaos and received more phone calls from Indrid Cold and Apol.

The strange voices warned that Pope Paul VI would be stabbed and that Robert Kennedy would be assassinated.

The Pope eventually was attacked and stabbed in the Philippines in 1970, and Robert Kennedy was shot by Sirhan Sirhan in 1968 after the Silver Bridge collapse.

In the case of Keel, a grinning man named APOL is curious as APOL is short for Apollyon the destroying angel.

The Hat Men, the Shadow Men, the Grinning Man, and strange phone calls are also the plot of a movie called, The Blackphone.

The dark entity in this case is called "The Grabber."

The Grabber is actually based on a real entity. It was imagined out of the image of the Killer Clown John Wayne Gacy.

The people who heard Heldore speak of the Grinning man assumed that it was President Biden -- that he looked like the pale-faced grinning man and that he would be dying soon.

I believed that the Grinning man was Jimmy Carter, a former President who is now 100 years old and was known for his toothy grin when he was in office -- needless to say, the grinning men in powerful positions were seen as possibilities-- there were even some who saw Kamal Harris as a grinning entity that laughs awkwardly when confronted.

There are no right or wrong answers -- only interpretations that lead us to other symbolic memes that Heldore gave us.

She mentions the Ogdoad -- something that I never heard before and so I had to do my research to understand the word.

These were four frog gods and four snake goddesses of chaos. Together they represented balance in infinity. Their names were Nun and Naunet (water), Amun and Amaunet (invisibility), Heh and Hauhet (infinity) and Kek and Kauket (darkness).

Kek is a word that many Alt right grouos understand as he was depicted as a frog and was a symbol online for those who spported Donald Trump.

The story starts with the infamous online image board 4chan, which has been a weather vane of internet subculture since its conception in 2003. 4chan is divided into sub-forums about topics ranging from video games and anime to politics. Users communicate largely through memes.

Around 2010, 4chan users began posting and reposting the image of a cartoon frog, Pepe. By 2015, his wrinkly, wide-eyed face had become a staple meme within the community.

Pepe the frog jumped into the outside world in June of 2015, when Trump announced his candidacy for president of the United States. Trump, with his aversion to “political correctness” and penchant for flair and showmanship, was the forum's immediate candidate of choice. And so, Pepe the frog was edited to wear a “Make America Great Again” hat, and began appearing in hundreds of Trump-supporting forum posts. 

The word “Kek”, originally a Korean onomatopoeia for a raspy laugh, had long been used on 4chan as a replacement for “lol” (laughing out loud). One day, a contributor discovered that Kek is also the name of an ancient Egyptian frog god.

Part of the Ogdoad mentioned by Heldore.

The similarities between Kek and Pepe were striking enough as it was, but Kek also has a female alter ego, or nemesis, that takes the form of a snake. This was quickly taken to symbolize Hillary Clinton.

The cult of Kek was born. The frog-headed Kek became the father, Pepe the holy spirit, and Trump the son, sent to Earth to fulfill a divine destiny.

Kek’s followers busied themselves disseminating Pepe memes everywhere on the mainstream internet. Hillary Clinton complained that the frog symbols were part of some Nazi conspiracy.

Until then, Pepe had been a harmless meme on the mainstream internet, with celebrities like Katy Perry retweeting images of him; sudden demonization by the Clinton campaign endowed the cult with a remarkable legitimacy.

Pepe pr Kek was seen as a symbol of meme magic that some say put Trump in the White House, calling upon magic symbols of frogs and serpents to conjure a spell of victory.

Kek was yet another egregore like Heldore. Where a precedent has been set: no matter how bizarre or misinformed, the collective power of tens of thousands of internet cultists appears to work wonders.

The interpretation of Heldore's images of Frog gods conjures nightmares of shapeshifters that are in power -- a hateful eight that somehow may or may not be a problem for the future.

She then spoke of an archon God with the head of the cock body of the warrior separate legs and shield to battle with the spirit of Jezebel.

The spirit of Jezebel has been connected to Kamala Harris, and this archon with the shield also was described as having blonde hair.

Most of the e-mails I received believed that Heldore again was pointing out that Donald Trump was about to take down Kamala Harris-- but Heldore was also describing the great archon Abraxas.

Abraxas has been called the supreme heretic by the Catholic Church.

Abraxas, the God described by ancient Gnostics as the ‘God above all Gods’, remains elusive and mysterious despite the ever-presence of its name in mystic traditions, occultism and even popular culture.

Abraxas captured the imagination and interest of many of the twentieth century's great thinkers, musicians and artists. His name became synonymous with the desire to pursue individuation. The Jungian method of integrating all conscious and unconscious aspects of the Self.

The name Abraxas is woven into our mythic cultural imagination and yet clear information about its nature is hard to come by. Described as a demon by some, and the highest of Gods by others -- it was determined by Ground Zero Listeners that Abraxas -- the blonde-haired rooster was a representation of Trump eliminating the serpent-headed Jezabel Kauket-- the laughing serpent of the Ogdoad.

Again thinking something into existence is probable when you apply Modal realism where a world with multiple universes crashes into the other because someone somehow summons the entities from the darker realms of existence. 

If you are inclined to study the occult, you find that it makes for a larger world. ‘Occult‘ is a word that frightens many people and there are people who confuse the word with cult. The dynamics of a cult are not at play when the multiverse opens up and reveals the abyss.

Things begin to unravel at an alarming rate and synchronicities create an air of mysticism that cannot be avoided. Taking a walk in the multiverse is to walk in a larger world.

All of the things that you have taken for granted: All objects, people, and places that we have been taught is the material world seem to collapse upon itself and we have to somehow work in a bit of quantum mechanics into the mix in order to avoid sounding absolutely crazy.

It is time to admit that somewhere out there, we can hypothesize that histories and rules are being rewritten in order to accommodate what is unfolding in this unpredictable world.

The game is changing.

It can also be said that the timeline is changing to avoid a paradox. 

The paradox is loaded with both truth and deception --and we all know who defines the truth in the spiritual realms and who is the father of lies-- spinning its own confounding paradox. 

Be vigilant.